Date: 5/27/2009

Confused

Ok so what do you do if you feel like a freak your heart is screaming for someone to love but your scared i keep sayin im afraid of rejection and thats not the truth.. The truth is i dont think im good enough to be with someone im afraid im not upto scratch im afraid her friend wil teaze her because she hangs out with me . That brings me to my temper i am not a agresive person i think im very loving i can take it if people say things about me im used to it but i dont think i wil be able to handle it if some guy wants to impress his friends by picking on the fat guy now i dont lose my temper that fast but if i lose it i snap and usually its very ugly for the person who caused it am i alone why is everything so complicated. The fear that she might have regretted ever knowing me.


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